In The Same Boat

I am in the same position as the men and women that I am trying to help. The position that I was hired for was cut and I am not physically able to work the job that they put me into for health reasons. I qualify for disability but I don’t want to ask for help from a government that I don’t believe in. I need a different job.

I invested my money in Profitcoins hoping to find or establish some kind of income for myself. It worked but I need a stable income that is not reliable that is more than what I am able to invest. I have small income streams from the dividends of closed end stocks and Hash-Flare, but these exists to fund Anarchy Empowered’s Ministries. So I am working Temp jobs for now.

I have been dedicating much more time into building Anarchy Empowered’s Ministry Store. I am looking for product suppliers and researching what would sell the fastest without compromising the organization’s Christian values.

With that said, I am always looking for ways to be responsible for my obligations. My girlfriend told me about Bitminutes (BTM). BTM has a wonderful concept that Anarchy Empowered can get behind.

The basic idea of Bitminutes is a lending system for small business owners in the third world. In effect this is a Block-chain that gives a hand up through micro-loans. I like it. I don’t know a lot about it, but it is worth looking into. Needless to say, I will not be able to put money into food distribution this month, unless my readers come through. I pray that you guys can donate enough to feed our people, this month, because I can’t come through this time on my own. I love you guys. Let’s continue to make a difference together.

Relationships Are Politics

Kristina and I have had our ups and downs, when talking about our relationship. We finally both agreed that we should just go our separate ways, but remain friends. The hard issue there is that I am constantly looking for any reason not to take my own life and go to work in the morning. Kristina became that reason that I needed to want to live. This is not a healthy approach to life.

I also know that It became clear to me that I had to cut off all ties with Kristina because I was not able to move on. In modern American culture Men become homeless because of the relationship they are in going South and the woman keeping the place. If I would have moved in with Kristina this would have been my fait. So part of the issue when talking about homelessness is a fundamental breakdown of morality at the cultural level.

I know, this is not healthy but living to serve others is the way I function. If I don’t have an immediate need to fill, my self worth goes automatically to worthless and I think about taking my own life. Both Kristina and Kansa gave into family Politics and I was voted off the island.

Kristina at least wants to be friends still but Kansa threw me away completely. I am just taking life one day at a time an working my ministry.