Kristina broke up with me for good today and I know that she would have stayed with me if her family didn’t hate me. I did nothing wrong but they convinced her that I needed to go. This is the mentality of mob rule and the reason democracy never works.
But my father told me that maybe I need to work on being happy for myself before I can get into any kind of lasting relationship. Maybe he is right. I personally have never been happier than the brief time I was with Kristina. When I lost Kansas I felt a sense of relief. But with Kristina I will miss her. But I never got back on my feet after Kansa’s departure. I am still renting a room from the Steiners and I have made progress. I have a job and a car. I am able to save money and I will be out on my own soon. But would I be happier than or will I be stuck in the same rut. I need to make that choice.